~Its my Life~

Don't say you love mw

2011-05-31T23:49:00.003+08:00

Got introduced to you by a friend
You were cute and all that, baby you set the trend, yes you did oh
The next thing I know we're down at the cinema
We're sitting there you start kissing me
What's that about?

You're moving too fast, I don't understand you
I'm not ready yet, baby, I can't pretend, no I can't
The best I can do is tell you to talk to me
It's possible, eventual, love will find a way
Love will find a way

Don't say you love me, you don't even know me
If you really want me then give me some time
Don't go there baby, not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married, give me, give me some time

Here's how I play, here's where you stand
Here's what to prove to get any further than where it's been
I'll make it clear, not gonna tell you twice
Take it slow, keep pushing me, you're pushing me away
Pushing me away

Don't say you love me, you don't even know me
If you really want me then give me some time
Don't go there baby, not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married, give me, give me, some time

Don't say you love me, you don't even know me, baby

Don't say you love me, you don?t even know me
If you really want me then give me some time

Don't say you love me, you don't even know me
If you really want me then give me some time
Don't go there baby not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married, give me, give me, some time

Baby, don't say you love me, you don't even know me
If you really want me then give me some time
Don't go there baby, not before I'm ready
Don't say your heart's in a hurry
It's not like we're gonna get married, give me, give me some time

Don't say you love me, you don't even know me
If you really want me then give me some time
Don't go there baby not before I'm ready

2011-01-15T23:15:00.002+08:00

Recently...I really got no time to update you....so now's the time....On 5th Dec, my family, nenek and I went to Malacca....it was a fun time. So syiok I tell you....Every day we went out...morning to the market...then afternoon shopping time....It was my AL dat time. I really enjoyed it especially I get to play with my nephews, Firman & Aryan....I took some pics but too lazy to upload...heehee!!! I can't wait the next time we going again. Anyways...now I'm staying with my nenek...it's a long story, so to cut a long story short....I'm accompanying her and kinda looking after her at the same time....It was fun with her ...and I so make jokes to make her laugh... but sometimes its her behavoiur that makes me laugh....nenek....nenek

Time flies!!!

2009-10-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

Hehe!!! So long since I went my cousins hse at Malacca. So excited...now's my AL so enjoying every moment of it. Haish! Been so long since I chat with you...due to lots of reasons, the batt went flat and the charger I think overheated. & I'm lazy to use it basically so I was using my diary instead of blogging which was actually more convenient to be truthful as its portable and can be used anywhere. Haha! Okay so about my life. I've been quite a spendthrift lately...umm..not quite, more to very. But I've been spending a lot on story books. About books, they decided to republish the vampire diaries since it's out as a tv series. So, of cos I've to buy it!! Hehehe! And I also bought the Night World series!! All 12 of them!! So you see I actually spent a lot on books. Of cos my mum have not found out. If she did...whoa!! Chaos! Ooh and one thing! I also bought lots of discs basically Korean and English shows. All the stories about happy endings...which is more like in a fairy tale!!! Haish! I'm even making my 2 sis addicted to Korean shows. Especially Boys over Flowers!! Now I;m just waiting for the next fairy tale show...or even my own?

Oh Baby!

2009-05-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

Skg tengah watching cerita Oh Baby...actually dat time dah tengok kat wayang with my adik...tapi rase nak tengok lagi... This story pun sad jugak...the guy tak express his feeling!!! Why so difficult nak express??? Cakap je lah..yang kau suka dat girl..but he did I think in the end. Now waiting for the video to load sebab tu sempat nak blog ni. Kat you-tube sebab tu lah. Loading dah lah getting longer. Anyways, I just met Angel,Cordy & Doyle. Saw Buffy for a bit too..didnt get to talk too long to her though...u know her condition with Angel. Cordy was trying to speak to Angel abt the bills too...u know abt charging the customers.. But of cos Angel, being himself with the soul and all,refused to listen to Cordy. So I wish her luck & I'm giving her my support as seeing that they need cash to eat! Been so long since I went to see them...so I thought of visiting them. Haish! Can't stay long cos I felt tired but wanted to see Baby & Benny..so..hmm. Maybe I'll remember to visit them more often.

Lepaskan Mawar!!!

2009-05-07T23:28:00.002+08:00

Actually that was the title of a story book that I've read...hmm let's see twice? The storyline is good...but I hate the ending. Reality is already very sad...so I want fantasy and also my imagination to be at least better that real life. Starting to read novel malays again...feeling2 now. Wats wrong with this Mawar??? Y she didn'''t accept him??? And Jo!!! Y he didnT defend her in front of the others?? Wat a guy!!! Hm...well wat can I say its really difficult to find guys that are really gentleman and kind and caring...wat more in the real world. There's like a lump in my throat..can't swallow it off..feel like crying after reading the book..especially after the part when she was humiliated in front of everybody...her character sounds familiar...like mine.

Awkward moment!!!

2009-04-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, just now it seems very awkward...I didn't expect my parents to pop the question so soon. But then too bad cos I have to answer no to my dad's 1st question. They asked me if I need any help or I can do it myself. of cos I didn't answer since my dad continued and I also showed no signs of answering. Well they just wanted to know...its just so sad I guess I will see how my life goes. Maybe I will just work first for these 2 yrs and see wat happens after that. I was thinking of being a librarian since I love books...and speaking of books, I still have not returned my 2 overdue books. And I'm sure I will get a letter asking for fine soon. Sheesh...imagine if I'm at the library now...I can look thru the books and see if any of them I might like...okay I'm obssessed witih books so wat??? Can't wait for the movies to come out...wonder what will happen to me soon in the ward...haish. Okay...I am clever...I am clever...I am clever...I am clever...I am clever...I am clever...I am clever...

Memories

2009-04-24T21:21:00.002+08:00

Today, I was like reminiscing with Hawa abt our primary school days. How time really flies....in the past we had fun duing K1 & K2 cos we only draw and play...but now...even in nursery oso must study. I guess life's getting tougher each day. Alamak too much facebook..I forgot to blog....will continue soon..ta-da

Staff Nurse!!!

2009-04-21T00:22:00.002+08:00

Wow! Time really flies...now I'm already a staff nurse but now is only orientation but still!!! But lucky I got ward 47, my PRCP ward!! U can say hat I'm lucky. And Tini was planning of going to the movies on the 16th to watch Friday the 13th with Zu and Mar and Farah. Dunno who else going guess...its only us.

Okay wat else happened today??? Hmm..I actually slept thru most of the lecture cos of yesterday sleeping late to do the ppt. Come to think of it, its interesting when I read thru the details of the Chinese customs and practices. But the info is too much & I've to summarise them into my ppt and they have nt been combined with my other frens...Hah!! I remembered sumthing...a few days ago...I didn't noe which day but I noe its in the morning. I was going to bath when I realised there's no towel.

So while grumbling about my elder sis using my towel, I went to her room.
I have a wild imagination as my sisters noe, so when I looked in my sis room, I saw a white sheet floating in the air. Of cos I just shout and ran to my mother. I cant say anything, instead I jus ried non-stop. My mum was like, saying y I didnt on the light first and asking wat happened. Den my elder sis ran out of the room and passed me the towel. Oh now I remember the day..it was on Thursday.

Later in the afternoon, I was lying on the wooden bench while reading my harry potter & the half-blood prince(the movie coming out soon!!) when I realised the curtains lift up. So from my side view, I thot it was the wind....but then it didnt flap down again & it was still. So I imagined nonsense as usual. I quickly turn to face the curtain & juz shouted....and realized that it was my dad. Whish!

My IQ test...

2009-04-10T22:23:00.001+08:00

Visionary Philosopher
Your IQ Score is: 126

Your mind's strengths allow you to think ahead of the game — to imagine or anticipate what should come next in just about any situation. Because you're equally skilled in the numerical and verbal universes of the brain, you can draw from multiple sources of information to come up with great ideas. The timelessness of your vision and the balance between your various skills are what make you a Visionary Philosopher.

In addition to your strengths in math and linguistics, you have a knack for matching and anticipating patterns. These skills and your uncanny ability to detect the underlying blueprint of most of life's situations add to your Visionary Philosopher mind. Two philosophers who share the same combination of skills you possess are Plato and Benedict Spinoza. Spinoza had insight into how things worked in the world. He could envision a future based on the patterns he saw in life, and used mathematical logic as a structure within which to present his philosophical arguments. With that base he was able to use logic to formulate his theories. Borrowing from his linguistic strengths he wrote eloquent texts and, therefore, was able to bring his philosophical ideas and structure to the rest of the world. His story exemplifies the talents that are present in the Visionary Philosopher intellectual type.

Whatever you decide to do in life, you've got a powerful mix of skills and insight that can be applied in a wide variety of ways. You can expand your mind to understand a situation. Your strong balance of math and verbal skills will help you explain things to others. For example, if you were on an archaeological dig and discovered an object, you could probably use your deductive powers to figure out not only what the object was but also how it was used. Given your ability to put things together, you are more than capable of inventing a life plan that is in synch with your perspective on how things were, how they are, and how they might be one day.

The silver cord

2009-04-10T21:51:00.002+08:00

Yeaterday, I was rushing to finish the Secret Circle book...felt like a sense of deja vu you know like I've read it before...but I remembered that I've read only the initiation part only... And the Silver Cord is about two people who are soulmates or meant to be with each other...such as Cassie and Adam. sheesh...I wish its me...but do'nt fret my time will surely come...*thinking of when my soulmate will come*...Okay now I'm actually bored so just randomly doing quizzes on twilight!!*wink* kahkahkah!!! ...and the result is ...I'm obsessive...tell me something I dunno. Hah! just did the whic power ranger that suits me...or something like that..the answer is green....can you imagine!!!! I wanted yellow!!! I've always liked yellow...

Nenekku....

2009-03-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

Today, I went to my nenek's house. She, of cos...excited to see me(as if...hehe), told me and Tina lots of her childhood stories. So now we know how bad she was in the past. Hahahaha....imagine stealing durians at 4 in the morning when people was sleeping with late tok mat nor??? Haish...den she kena by her "cikgu ngaji"...must collect water, make chilli boh and stir 5 egg whites to fill a big vase. How is that even possible? Me and Tina was like laughing the whole time...Can't believe it!!! Those were the days!!!

My Bloody Valentino

2009-03-19T17:47:00.002+08:00

Hehe the title was supposed to be My bloody valentine but Dee said its valentino..and it sounds nice, very spanish and romantic. Haha..me feeling romantic sounds so weird! Twilight!!! ok back to the future...i mean the movie, its very gore...at first it seems like a ghost story. But actually its some crazy guy running around killing people beneath the mine...nd we watched it in 3-D..so it made it all seems so real....when the sharp thing that the killer was carrying seems like it was going to hit us...hehe *the memories seems to come back all over again*...The killer is oso someone that I least expected...nice.

The Happening

2009-03-19T17:28:00.002+08:00

Woo!!! Been so busy lately...hehe as if..ok not busy but just lazy to type. I was just checking my facebook and playing the vampire wars..getting weaker each day dunno wats happening tried to make myself stronger but it seems impossible...ben attacked again and again...losing all my blood... ~Unbreak my heart~ when u walked out the door and walked out of my life...say you love me again~~~ Ok so random...listening to my mp3 at the same time...*sigh* I watched lots of movies lately...going to spend all of my money soon...can't wait for 28th!!! ahaha! Ok for ur info, I'm going to ansana...somewhere in JB...maybe it doesn't sound exciting to u guys but who cares???..its been a while since I went out of S'pore...the last time was with Zah and Juwita...and her family. But this time I'm going with my family except my father of cos...*SIGH* I wish he's going...I don't like that feeling that he's not going..and we'll be enjoying.hmm...Oh and btw, Is will going cos(as my mum said, I will be sitting with a stranger the whole day...in the bus... And my sis bf will be there too...dats y..

A Shoulder To Cry On...

2009-03-19T17:24:00.001+08:00

Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When its headed for the ground
And theres nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
You down

Its so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When theres many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side

Chorus:

And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You wont be alone
Ill be there
Ill be your shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
Ill be your friend to rely on
When the whole worlds gone
You wont be alone cause Ill be there

All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
Theres no use going on
You cant give it up
Ill help you work it out
And carry on

Side by side
With you till the end
Ill always be the one
A shoulder to cry on continued

To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on

Chorus:

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole worlds gone, you wont be alone
cause Ill be there
Ill be your shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
Ill be the one to rely one
When the whole worlds gone, you wont be alone
cause Ill be there
And when the whole world is gone
Youll always have my shoulder to cry on

My Working Style

2009-03-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.
You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.

In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you-- human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.

It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

My Personality Test

2009-03-12T18:21:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Bintang Hati

2009-03-05T19:44:00.001+08:00

Bintang-bintang berkerdipan
Hanya satu mengusik pandang
Hanya satu antara seribu
Pilihanku

Berkerdipan menghiasi
Hanya satu bintang di hati
Hanya dikau dalam seribu yang telah
Menawanku

( korus )
Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Bawakanlah cahaya cinta mu
Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Kini dirimu aku rindu

Di mataku kau berbeza
Kilauanmu menyentuh rasa
Kaulah bintang bersama cahaya
Tersembunyi

Bintang hati kau penyeri
Ku dambakan kasih sayangmu
Geloraku setiap waktu berlalu
Kau ku tunggu

Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Bawakanlah cahaya cinta mu
Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Kini dirimu aku rindu

Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Bawakanlah cahaya cinta mu
Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Kini dirimu aku rindu

Bintang-bintang berkerdipan
Yang datang mengusik pandang
Kau satukan antara seribu pilihanku
Hanya kau ku rindu

Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Bawakanlah cahaya cinta mu
Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Kini dirimu aku rindu

Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Bawakanlah cahaya cinta mu
Datanglah ke dalam hidupku
Kini dirimu aku rindu

Finding Neverland....

2009-03-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

I just watched the show on youtube...the actor is Johnny Depp with this funny accent...which I'm trying to follow. I wish I could escape to Neverland. And I cried near the last part when the play was being re-acted in the Davies' house. Tinkerbell represent Mrs Davies who was sick and needed medications. This story is all about imagination and just imagine that I'm in neverland...flying with the faeries using the fairy dust!!! But its not exactly working is it??? Hmm...*sigh* So the ending is Mrs Davies died...and James told the children that she lives in Neverland now. And the happy thing is in her will, she wrote that she wants her mother and James to be the guardian of the kids..woohoo!!the other sad part is seeing Peter crying as he thought she would always be there. Been watching too much of sentimental movies. Oh yes, I reread the Harry Potter book in which Professor Dumbledore died and....I cried. Anyway, anyone would cry too, rite??? Right?!

Story of a Girl

2009-02-27T21:40:00.001+08:00

This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!
And while she looked so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles...

How many days in a year?
She woke up with hope but she only found tears.
And I can be so insincere,
Making her promises never for real!
As long as she stands there waiting,
Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes!
How many days disappear?
When you look in the mirror so how do you choose?
Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way-
But you never seem to run out of things to say...

THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL,
WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD!
AND WHILE SHE LOOKED SO SAD IN PHOTOGRAPHS,
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER,
WHEN SHE SMILES...

How many lovers would stay?
Just to put of with this shit day after day!
How did we wind up this way?
Watching our mouths for the words that we say.
As long as we stand here waiting,
Wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose!
How do we get there today?
When we're walking to far for the price of our shoes!
Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way-
But you never seem to run out of things to say!...

THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL,
WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD!
AND WHILE SHE LOOKED SO SAD IN PHOTOGRAPHS,
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER,
WHEN SHE SMILES...

Your clothes never wear as well the next day,
And your hair never falls in quite the same way-
But you never seem to run out of things to say...
This is the story of a girl,
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!
And while she looks so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her-

This is the story of a girl;
Her pretty face she hid from the world!
And while she looks so sad and lonely there,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles...

This is the story of a - girl!
Who cried a river and drowned the whole world!
And while she looks so sad in photographs,
I absolutely love her,
When she smiles...
When she smiles.

So Close

2009-02-16T00:22:00.001+08:00

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far, we are, so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
Let's go on, on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Happily Never After

2009-02-16T00:21:00.001+08:00

Brian:
(Ooooo, yeah)

"I don't think I want this anymore,"
As she drops the ring to the floor.
She says to herself, "You've left before," (yeah)
"This time you will stay gone, that's for sure." (yeah)

Nick:
And he shattered something else
To drag her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.

Normally this would be
the time that she
would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

Chorus:
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me.
Because finally,
I know
I deserve better, after all (ooooh)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

(AJ: Faaaaaaallll)

AJ:
As she drove away she starts to smile, (yeah)
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.

Nick:
She was laughing about the way he shattered something else (shattered something else)
To drag her suitcase down the path,
to the driveway (to the driveway),
she had never gone that far (oh, no)
Normally this would be, the time that she (yeah)
would let him talk her out of leaving, but this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

Chorus:
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me
(that just ain't for me)
Because finally,
I know I deserve better
After all
(that just ain't for me, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah)
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

Howie
I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done, (so done, yeah).
I'm free, I'm free, so free
Free to feel the way I feel, yeah.

Howie:
She inhales a breath she'd never breathed before
Don't want no drama no more.

Brian
'Cause she says " No
'Happily Never After' (after)
That just ain't for me" (oh, oh)

Chorus:
"I know (I know)
I deserve, better after all (ooooh/Don't wanna be/breathe)
I know I'll never let another teardrop fall"
(I'm done, I'm done)
"No
'Happily Never After' (so done)
(I'm free, I, free)
That just ain't for me" (that just ain't for me)
because finally,
I know (I'm done, I'm done) I deserve better (so done), after all
(I'm free, I'm free)/(ooooooooo)
I'll never let another teardrop fall"

Prophase

2009-02-14T19:54:00.003+08:00

This happened so long ago, I think around one mth ready. It was on my last day of PRCP at WD 47. During the shift, SN Lilin, told Jufri to get some skin cells from a patient to send to the Lab. So she gave him the glass slides to scrape from the skin and onto the slides. Supposed to get from two areas which was the face and the neck so he got the face, I got the neck. Both of us were like "prophase...metaphase". "U wanna check?" Haha sounds familiar rite? Of coz!!! They're from Twilight, when Edward & Bella were at the lab. "No I believe you". Kahkahkah!! The whole time both of us were like prophase, metaphase. Then he changed it to uncle's face!!! Then SN Lilin said "ya & uncle's neck" Hahaha! Tsk tsk tsk..what memories. Missed the staffs at the ward and don forget the patients...

Hakuna Matata...

2009-02-14T17:30:00.002+08:00

What a wonderful phrase!!! Hehe, I watched the lion king yesterday missed it since the last time I watched it was when I was in primary school. Was watching the part 2 juz now so resting now. i'm gg to eat the ayam masala my mum bought at Tekka....haha...will never get sick of it...hopes the shop will never close. I think the guy oso recognize us...hmm. One more thing I wish to say is yesterday is Friday the 13th!! I know its nothing but its rare so yeah! Friday the 13th!!!

I'm breaking the dawn!!!

2009-02-13T22:28:00.002+08:00

Weehee!! I got the book...u noe wat I mean..haha. Finally the last book...but can't read it since I still got some library books to finish. So left one more book left then I'm on my way into the twilight!! Going all the way, going all the way into twilight!!~

That's the End!!

2009-02-06T22:06:00.002+08:00

Yay-yay!!! No more A&E!!! But actually its quite fun...*thinking abt choosing A&E now* Maybe I'll consider again..but it may nt be that okay if I have 2 do all the overal care there..from start to end! There does not seems much of report writing... But their work is too fast..need to work fast, think fast. I'm not sure I can!

Dear Diary

2009-02-01T00:07:00.002+08:00

Been so long since I updated u abt my life...Okay here goes..I'm juz gonna briefly describe all the events, will explain later when I have the time. On 11 Jan, I went out with Xiang Qi, Laila and Pei Yu. We took lots of pictures which I believed XQ already uploaded on facebk. On 24 Jan on a sat, I went out with the other PRCP studentd at WD 47( Khartini, Mardiana, Zulaiha, Duraini & Jufri). We actually juz sat at the Mosi Cafe and chat....Then they organized a wd party at 47 for the staffs to be held on Thurs(me & tini were supposed to be involved but I guess we juz help to try the food. The nxt day on Sun, wanted 2 find a charger and the batt for my camera so dat I can take pics during the wd party...but ended up gg out to movies with Jub. We watched InkHeart which was a nice story but Twilight's way better. So had my 1st AnE posting on Wednesday..nt so fun as i tot it wud be...WD party on Thurs, managed to take lots of pics...will upload the pics soon when I have the time. So today got the twilight shirt!!!! but the shirt stink...smell of cow shit!!! But my sis said nope smell like such...maybe juz me..so went to wash it, will be able 2 wear it soon!! Anyways, for the outing with Di all, Duranni said will organize a mthly outing...hope its soon!!! Okay will update u again soon. Oh, btw...saw Lyc with gf when I was out with Jub at the arcade u noe!!! But me & Jub were juz playing around...so dats it! Tata titi tutu!!!

That's so embarassing!!!

2009-01-22T11:06:00.002+08:00

I 4 got 2 add this in my entry the day b4 yesterdae....there was this incident when I was in bus 5, and it was crowded so I was holding the handle. Suddenly, when the bus was gg 2wards eastpoint, I was facing towards the back of the bus & everyone looking at me as I seems 2 be falling backwards with nothing 2 stop me.

My hands was flailing wildly as I tried 2 grab onto sumthing..so embarassing and it seems like everyone had sumthing 2o hold on to except me... I think there was a taxi that caused the bus driver to step on the e-brake...later that I juz wanna disappear from the there...seriously....but now that I think of it...I juz feel like laughing at my self....well, its just a memory now *sigh*...glad its over...

Eclipse!!!

2009-01-20T19:22:00.004+08:00

I actually got the bk yesterdae but wasn't really in the mood 2 think abt it...so guess I'll think it now. Haha!!! Can't believe that I got the bk...I was on my way home yesterdae when the person called 2 say the bk is available...2 bad breaking dawn is nt. So I'll slowly read this bk and get 2 the ending...& each time I'll have 2 fight the urge 2 flip 2 the middle or the back 2 see what happens. But so far...still manageable.

I was actually thinking abt something...heehee...Well there's nothing wrong in imagining that!, though I wonder who's the Edward? hehe..ok crazy me...wanna put the pic that I took with XQ & compare it with the pic I took with them at the last office room...shud be funny!!! I look kind of stoned in one & so hyper in the other...

I am watching the madTv that Eugene was talking abt..kind of funny. Went onto the wizard of oz...reminds me of sec sch, when we have 2 read abt wizard of oz in Literature...its nice! Okay, this is so far from what I wanted 2 talk abt....I will miss ward 47 & the staff & friends I've made....hmm...getting emotional now...

But at the same time, I can't wait for it 2 be over...really! I mean who wudn't rite? Okay gg to watch Dorothy and Toto now....tata titi tutu!!!

What a Day!!!

2009-01-19T21:24:00.009+08:00

Okay, lots been happening today..U should see the pic that was taken 2day in the last office room(XQ told me abt how the pics wud turn out in dat room...but I'm more worried abt how I wud look like in that photo), I seriously have no expression....hate it.

Anyways, saw Lyc at KFC..got a shock & all the adrenalin suddenly pumping...blood rushing 2 my cheeks and brain...whooh!!! Such an event, one after another!!

Oops have nt finished my story...So we were in the last office room..taking pics...wonder when gonna get them. So basically lots of things happened...we discussed abt the meet-up, took foto, Jub tried taking my vid & I think he managed to..*GRRR* Lots of discussion in there. And now ~here I am, once again falling 2 pieces can't deny it can't pretend~

Hmm...& now here I am wide awake typing into a my vampire diary...cos I can't sleep and 4get abt the night world...& here I am thinking why I can't sleep. Another 5 1/2 more hrs 2 getting ready for work...seems like a long time away....

~Every Little Thing You Do~

2009-01-19T19:59:00.005+08:00

Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near, let me know
And I'll never let you go

Hey love,
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know, I say trust

And if that's not enough

'It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Don't ask why,
Let's just feel what we feel, 'cause sometimes,
It's the secret that keeps it alive

But if you need a reason why
'It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do

Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you?
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true with every little thing you do

It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way

Angel

2009-01-18T23:03:00.006+08:00

Just felt like putting up this song as this song reminds me of when Angel first sang to let the Host read him...

I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice,
shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
how happy you made me oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
but I sent you away, oh Mandy
well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

I'm standing on the edge of time
I've Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are in my mind
And nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
but I sent you away, oh Mandy
well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

Yesterday's a dream I face the morning
Crying on a breeze
the pain is calling, oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
but I sent you away, oh Mandy
well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

You came and you gave without taking
but I sent you away, oh Mandy
You kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you

Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
Oh Mandy don't you let me throw it all away
Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
and I need you today, oh Mandy

Amazing!!!

2009-01-17T21:35:00.003+08:00

At first...I wanted 2 do the song quiz again...2 see how it turns out...but I'm lazy 2 do the typing and i need to add the 'br' thing and I can't juz put enter...sheesh...sounds troublesome...wat more typing it. So let's talk about my life...so much been happening during attachment at cgh...made sum frends from nyp nursing.....nyp & np like enemy like dat...but not really we got along fine... Can't believe prcp ending soon...haiz:{ will miss them...they are such fun grp...mardiana calling me shamimi...hahaha...so used 2 that name...she can even say it sounds funny when ppl call me by my name!...di, di. I will miss the staff in that ward too. Its ok cos we gg out 2gether soon...i mean we the np & nyp yr 3...not sure when oso. But I nt sure if I gg... cos it'll be sad moment too...

Anyways, I went thru facebook & saw this post from mirza...dunno where he got all this???...regarding the children that was injured & killed in the Gaza war...I seriously cried when I watched the video....the wounds inflicted on them is so serious....some didn't even cry when there is a gunshot on their body...it all seems so surreal...why Israel is doing this??? Didn't they think about what if all this were to happen to their children??? I did talk to a boy from Israel online before & asked him that qn...he said no adults would be bothered with him anyway if he tried to interfere....hmm...

May It Be

2009-01-11T21:34:00.015+08:00

I saw this at facebook done by Mirza...seems interesting, so let's see how it turns
out.....

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY
ITSOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

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1) IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
~Bum Bum Bole

2) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
~A Thousand Words-Savage Garden

3) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
~Unbreakable-BSB

4) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
~I believe I can Fly

5) WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
~Sugar We're Going Down-Fall Out Boy

6) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
~I'll Never Break Your Heart-BSB

7) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
~All I ask of You-Sarah Brightman

8) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
~Zhen Ai(Pure Love)-183 club & 7 flowers

9) WHAT IS 2+2?
~Larger than Life-BSB

10) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
~I'ts Gotta be You-Jesse Mccartney

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
~Tak Ada Logika-Agnes Monica

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
~This is What Dreams are Made of-Hillary Duff

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
~Stolen-Twilight soundtrack

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
~Never Think-Robert Pattinson

15) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
~You got a Friend in Me-Toy Story

16) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
~The Best Day of My Life-Jesse McCartney

17) WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
~Sandarkan pada Kenangan-Jamal & Siti Sarah

18) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
-Main Hoon Don

19) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
~Doing That Thing You Do-The Wonders

20) WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
~Have You Ever-Westlife

21) HOW WILL YOU DIE?
~You Raise Me Up-Westlife

22) WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
~Karma-Alicia Keys

23) WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
~Why does it always rain on me?-Twilight soundtrack

24) WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
~Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely-BSB

25) WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
~She Will Be Loved-Maroon 5

26) WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
~Airmata Ibu-Siti Nurhaliza

27) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
~Son of Man-Phil Collin

28) WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
~Beautiful Girls-Sean Kingston

29) IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
~The Phantom of the Opera-Sarah Brightman

30) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
~May It Be-Enya

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Ooh...that seems interesting. Looks like I was cheating....but I really wasn't...can't believe that its true...but it makes me feel kind of happy now...

Happy, happy!!!

2009-01-08T15:55:00.002+08:00

Hoo...!!!I found this website linked to facebook that sells twilight accessories such as shirts and mugs....gonna buy it but dunno which pattern 2 buy. They also have the hoodies and they do look like the ones that bella wore although of cos not exactly the same only the pattern not the design...so holla i'm gonna buy it!!!

Bella!!!

2008-12-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

For now...I'll be quoting from the movie...hahaha...sorie stephenie but I really love ur story and the movie itself. Catherine sure did her job in reliving ur story...can't wait for new moon...!!! Ooh yep b4 I forgot 2 mention...I asked Jufri for the twilight movie!!! HaHaHa!!! But then....my psp not modified so can't play...2day juz modified for $20...u think cheap??? Ask me, I'm not sure. So now got twilight!!!...can watch anytime and anywhere(kili~kala~kili~kala). But Bella reminds me of my hair...I mean before this when it was long...and I kept it for a year mind u. So now I have 2 wait another year for it 2 grow that long...sheesh... Kebab...kebabom koobideh....

And so the Lion fell in Love with the Lamb....

2008-12-26T03:15:00.003+08:00

Yes...dats the phrase from twilight. And guess u can't b'lieve it...i'm watching it rite now. Been watching it at surfthechannel dats linked 2 megavideo...since 1am till now. 'Cos it says dat I've watched it for 72 mins...need to wait for --- hrs to watch more or I can subscribe 2 their membership. Very smart of 'em eh??? wanna do dat if I cud...Green is wat???...good...come on!!! Hehe imagine our lecturer saying dat...Hey rob, u felt a sense of deja vu huh when u were in the greenhse?? ...same as when u became cedric in hogwarts??? huhuhu....."Hey La Push babe....its La Push"..."ok stop saying dat". "Ok let's say for argument sake that I'm not smart...will u answer my question?" .................And the video stops playing for the 5th time and showed the same msg.....Huh! Can't believe this! Okay then, gd nite! My patience is running out...and sleepy now!!!

Vamped!!!

2008-12-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hmm...today really passed by so fast....juz can't believe it. I'm seriously so lazed to even move. Already missing twilight now....the movie of my life!!!hwahwahwa!!! Can't wait for 2moro but at the same time....don't want it 2 come man..u noe dat feeling??? bdch...bdch...bdch(randomly making noises..dunno wat more 2 write) hehe chatting with laila now on msn...abt our lives...how its changed...she got bf, i don't :(....See now so fast the time passed....10 plus at nite ready.....need 2 go off soon. Still got story 2 tell~2moro??? maybe...like anyone wud be, I am flattered by ur fascination with me....~~~

Twilight!!!

2008-12-17T22:53:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!! I finally watched the movie everyone's talking abt!!! I really enjoyed it...wanna buy the disc and can watch it over and over and over again...wann buy the book too...its really amazing...woohoo!!!

Harry Potter

2008-12-13T22:18:00.003+08:00

Sempat tau tulis blog padehal ingat nak concentrate tengok cerite harry potter ni....concentrate konon padehal dah penah tgk..takpe lar tak salah tgk lagi....pae2 aje....(pae?....ape2 ni?) Dah, dah lain kali sambung ye??? Nak tgk cerite harry potter ni...jgn marah huh???... ahhh!!! lagipun besok ade cerite sikit....nak tau???...tunggu besok....

Hair Day

2008-12-13T22:06:00.002+08:00

Hah! Baru je potong rambut last Wednesday tau!!! Mlm2 lagi...end up tak lawa seh...tapi ape nak buat dah potong. Dah ar sayang rambut first time simpan panjang2..at last potong sampai pendek...menyesal..menyesal!!! Alahai... Lepas tu nak gi keje hari thursday pulak nervous semcm...macam nak ade exam pulak. Banyak comment I tell you....yg ade suke...yg ade tak... lantak ar die org....aku punye rambut bukan die org...Kene kacau pun ade! Nasib2... Sebaik dah over... skg pun dah okey jugak ar rambut ni...alah nanti pun panjang kan bukan botak sudah..Balik ke asal semule lah kan kite ni...

Report

2008-12-13T21:51:00.003+08:00

Can't believe that I'm a fool again....nanananana~~~~~
Hehe...that's a song for ur info...well wat da u noe? hahaha can u believe it??? I was watching the channel 5 news abt the dunno wat event(nv bother 2 care)...abt this reporter trying 2 pass a report and there's guyz and girls behind her dancing...hahaha...funny them....hish...and the funny thing is the reporter is trying to restrain herself from laughing....kuakkuahkuah.....Now that makes me feel like eating Mee Kuah...yumyum...

Stress!!!

2008-11-12T18:21:00.005+08:00

Today really...I mean really...how am I gonna survive this PRCP??? Oh man...how, how, how??? Okay today has passed so let's juz forget it....whatever man....Aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!
I am starting to regret getting sponsored by the hospital...
If only I'm clever....or whatever....but back to reality....I am not.....so let's face it. I am so damn slow man....Lot's of things have been happening in my life dat I wish time will stop and I can sort out my life.....and file them properly.....Some of my frenz don't even have to worry. "Heck care ar" they always say....But yikes!!! how to heck care??? The more I want to heck care...the more I care ar!!!Heck care!heck care!heck care!
I seriously feel like crying, right here, right now....Okay it's getting emotional now.....Can't stand it!!! Okay BYE!!!

Aahhhh!!!

2008-11-09T20:11:00.003+08:00

Aah!!! Okay relax...this is just the beginning more is yet to come!!! Aaaaaah!!! Hehehe! Can't help it..I guess...okay now the excitement is over...wat now??? Hmmm. Guess I will continue nxt time...Suppose to read up to gain more knowledge...so see ya!!!

My Blog!!!!

2008-11-09T20:07:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...okay so now I have an online diary...guess its gonna be fun....okay then....we will go on...hmmm...reminds me of titanic.... Actually its thannx 2 my baby sis that I cud start on my blog...she helped with the skin...well hope that I have the time to insert posts on my blog...